I'm a Borderline Personality Disorder sufferer. I struggle with the secret battle that I will forever be damaged goods. I live in emotional mayhem; in personal vulnerability; in impending doom. I struggle with a lack of self security. My only wish is to find solace by leaving the pain behind. I exist strictly by tolerating the intolerable. My recent past accompanies a huge trigger warning, a warped outlook. My emotional presence is presumed by scars & healing, and by heartache & distress.